17 November 2009 @ 11:53 am

Time has told me, you are a rare, rare find. A troubled cure for a troubled mind. And time had told me not to ask for more, for someday our ocean will find its shore.
6/11/09 & 13/1109 have been one of the best few days throughout this entire year.
I'm only seventeen, I have a lot to learn. How to attune myself to Your heart, to be more sensitive. My mom says I'm a stubborn cow at times. Strong-willed, refusing to budge. Yet I'll change all these about myself, for you.

I hope I don't get menses during my trip to America............

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10 November 2009 @ 05:20 pm

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brown
three packets of sugar
one kiss
one hug
and one back massage

(inside joke)
i'm a poet in the making HAHA.
PW IS OVER. this school is such a bloody liar, they said we could collect our result slips after OP but the staff said to come only on friday onwards. -.-

omg i'm making the seychelles my next holiday destination!!!

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04 November 2009 @ 09:27 am

repercussions

yesterday, you were holding me close, comforting me when i was the one supposed to comfort you instead and make things right again.
you didn't raise your voice once and you didn't complain, even after you knew i tore you apart.
i'm glad we straightened things out, and i'll ensure i keep the three promises i made to you.
love is all about commitment, and if your other half means so much to you, you'd do your best to guarantee none of your actions breaks their heart.
right now i'm just really, really thankful i didn't lose you.
here's to a fresh start, all over again. i would never change one second of our life together. 220808 <3

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01 November 2009 @ 03:18 pm

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Trust is a fragile thing. Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom. But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. Those closest can betray us and total strangers can come to our rescue. In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.

i roam these streets with absolutely no purpose, feeling like i'm worthless.
because after all that's said and done, after every single roadbump, you don't trust me.
but i guess you have good reason to.... anyway, after everything that has occurred, maybe i don't deserve 'us'.
so, your gain.

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25 October 2009 @ 02:35 pm

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i've been browsing through the glossy pages of this book on houses in singapore my dad bought. every page shows state of the art architecture... absolutely drool-worthy :D i can already envision my dream house, it's gotta have a two-storey living area, timber decks, pergolas, pavilions, all reminiscent of a balinese water court and bubble chairs! i'd like to have a grand piano too.
my dad and i drove all around singapore looking at show flats/houses just for the fun of it, though i have a feeling he's already planning on moving again. -.- i never get sick of redecorating my room but moving's such a hassle in the beginning because you have to pack and unpack and my parents take this opportunity to throw away all my soft toys..... once, in p4, they threw my entire winnie the pooh collection away. i bawled my eyes out LOL.

so promos are over and after OP & chinese, i can officially relax. :) heh. though i feel that i'm already slipping into holiday mode. school's super slack and boring. training's been tiring and the weather is bloody hot these days. -.-
my mom's a joke, she booked the ticket to america on the day of my cousin's wedding.... so my uncle is pissed at her HAHA. yesterday before heading to my gramps' place, we had dinner at baby genevieve's one month celebration and it was so awkward between my uncle and my mom... lol. oh well at least the trip's not cancelled. :) i think i'd die after making a three-page long shopping list LOL.

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18 October 2009 @ 03:19 pm

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if i inherited my mom's entire precious moments collection, this is one figurine i'd dedicate to you. ^^
working things out together, slowly, but surely.

the weekend's been goooood so far! i missed the after dusk party but made up for it watching 7 back-to-back episodes of gossip girl ... haha motherchuckerrrrrrr~~~
went book hunting on saturday, sidetracked a little and bought this cute dress hehe. gret and phoebe camped over yesterday night too, after swimming at my aunt's place. we skipped the plan to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs cuz we were too lazy to travel......... plus we weren't willing to fork out money when my house has an awesome collection of movies :] naht.
oh yea happy birthday xp & zach[today]! i think dawn's birthday is on monday..? i have a lot of october baby friends.

xp's original present is so fabulous heh unfortunately it had a crack..

HAHA toldya it 's awesome. it's so 'xp'.... sex-p LOL

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14 October 2009 @ 09:16 pm

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"What for a penny for one's thoughts? Are you gonna make a piggybank out of it in the mind? Or make it a reality?"
- some genius aka Alexus G. :O :O :O

my chem tutor is a complete bitch. if i ever retain and am assigned to a class with her as a teacher i'm so gonna shoot myself. her ass is so fat you can balance like, 50 plates on top effortlessly. :)

anyway, this week and the previous has been AWESOME. :D for so many reasons, so many of which i'm not gonnna reveal hehe.
got back results too lol i did very horribly and i think my parents have been so used to such shitty results they can't even bother to scold it like they mean it........HAHAHA.
but i know i can't continue like this; me and xp are gonna study so hard [if we promote ;)] and then ivy league here we come, back to the elite society we once belonged to. HAHAA^^

lololol i got the perfect present for xp, think betty and veronica LOL~

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07 October 2009 @ 03:41 pm

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i love this song.

today was a really bad day..... i feel like a vile person through and through.

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06 October 2009 @ 12:15 pm

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so i'm inside mariko's horrendously pink bedroom while waiting for the lazy pig to finishing brushing her teeth, yes she just woke up.
anw, what matters most is the fact that promos ended yesterday, though i know i screwed up two of my h2 papers so.................
bryan says just retain. HAHA

yesterday i went to meet A and his aunt tucked up in this cosy cafe at tangs, along with brendan. i was quite tense the whole time because somebody didn't tell me before hand~~ -.- haha. his aunt's a sweet lil lady!
then we had to rush to meet my classmates at cine. but first, i was trying to find this book i wanted at borders. it was oos, damnnn.
i like walking in the rain, love the smell of rain. heh. the light-drizzle kind of rain, not the heavy downpour kind, duh.
watched this movie called fame soon after. quite boring, i wanted to watch time traveller's wife; haven't even caught it until now.... :\ oh well asher book has a really good voice! ;) though i'd listen to A's over his anytime hahahahaha :P

anw eliz and justin are on the bus already and i'm still waiting for mariko to finish her bubble bath -.-

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02 October 2009 @ 04:54 pm

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i knew this would happen eventually, but i had no idea it would be this hard. i guess i don't like this arrangement, but i understand.
after every phonecall my face gets flushed and my throat will choke up, but i fight it all back and hope for things to return back as they once were.

on a lighter note, i have one last paper before the end of promos omg what a relief. gotta pass chem though because my math is a sure failure. bio+chem=two h2 passes please, God. and after promos it's OP LOL.......... but i'll be in holiday mode already hah! gonna fly back to america the beautiful, LA six flags magic mountain roller coaster heaven! :) the last time we went it was closed. -.- can't wait, because the thanksgiving sale is the best all year round~ i'm gonna stock up on benefit cosmetics and hit all the factory outlets oyea.

mo! says:
>: P
anw i told zach about the night safaree thingy
LEOPARD PREENS!!
GOT ZIBBRA TOO
hehehe
go okay
HAHAHAHA
err|ot says:
HAHHAHAHAHAA

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29 September 2009 @ 10:50 am

life sucks take drugs

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

it'll be worth the wait.

i'm just afraid, afraid if some girl, from some church, or event or school or function will sweep you off your feet, and leave me with nothing. nada. nil. zilch. which is exactly how it feels like now, anyway.

Current Music: Boys like Girls + Taylor Swift

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22 September 2009 @ 12:02 pm

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‘Say something nice, real nice.’
‘You’re cute’
‘Yea? How cute?’
‘Hmm, so cute the mountains would crumble and the oceans dry up.’
‘Say something even nicer.’
‘I really like you. A lot.’
‘How much is alot?’
‘Like a spring bear.’
‘A spring bear? Whats that all about?’
‘You’re walking through a field all by yourself one day in spring, and this sweet little bear cub with velvet fur and shiny little eyes comes walking along. And he says to you ‘Hi, there, little lady. Want to tumble with me?’ So you and the little bear cub spend the whole day in each other’s arms, tumbling down this clover-covered hill. Nice isn’t it?’
‘Yeah. Really nice.’
‘That’s how much I like you.’
‘Thats the best thing I’ve ever heard.’
- the seducer at school

O M G i managed to slice off so many words in my WR, from 4000 to 2999 after proofreading it 99999999 times haha i am awesome! :D
skipped school today, skipping school tomorrow [i wish]
i have to print the damn WR so i can't pon. ugh

( conservation of the peranakan culture )

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19 September 2009 @ 08:17 pm

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i like this picture a lot ^^
on the good days, i feel like i get it, like it all makes sense. i can stay in the moment. i don't have to control everything in the future and i believe everything is gonna work out fine. on the bad days, i just want to grab the phone and start dialing numbers. i want to pull my hair and run through the streets screaming. but thanks to the people i've met in these rooms, i'm pretty sure i'm gonna make it through today.

pw is cursed. the official deadline for written report is somewhere in NOVEMBER and my school is rushing us to hand it in by this coming week. my group consulted this guy from my church - he teaches in moe and knows the national A grade for pw, unlike my pw tutor who gives totally shitty comments. this is the first time i've felt so stressed in a long while haha save me. pimplez breaking out...... omg gonna look like shaun's ruby-studded face................... -.-

today my dad asked me a question; what is one character-related word that my family members would use to describe me?
the first word that came into my mind was 'ungrateful'. HAH.
i guess that's cuz i have a mom who does everything for me, from picking me up from school to picking up my dirty socks at home. LOL. i take my mom for granted in so many ways; usually in the tone i use to speak to her. heh. sometimes i'm ultra rude, but that's because i see her the most everyday. haha! idk what i'd do without her though. i talk to her whenever my dad gets unreasonable, i can joke with her and slap her butt and call her retarded and she'll roll her eyes at me. i love my mom :) hate her nagging though. :P

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A is a smartass hahahaha yay ^^

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12 September 2009 @ 04:19 pm

When disillusionment sinks in

When you ask the question why so often, ...
i say i just keep afloat by whatever means necessary.

my civics tutor is a demon sent from hell. i hope we change CTs next year, please be merciful on me.

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10 September 2009 @ 04:03 pm

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I H8 MY BROTHER.
so not worth elaborating.............

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pissed off

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08 September 2009 @ 04:24 pm

no plans and way too much time

my fav pose! hahahaha ^^

It's a traffic jam when you're already late. It's a no smoking sign on your cigarette break. It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife. It's meeting the man of my dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife. And isn't it ironic? Don't you think it's a little too ironic? And yeah, I really do think.

my books are calling! oh joyyy

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bored

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07 September 2009 @ 08:39 pm

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Thunder thighs' protect your heart: study

A new study has found that the thinner your thighs, the greater your risk of heart disease. The research, published in today's edition of the British Medical Journal, reveals that thigh circumference is linked to the risk of heart disease and premature death.The study looked at more than 2800 men and women with an average age of around 50. It found that the risk of heart disease more than doubled for both men and women who had a thigh circumference of less than 55 centimetres. Those participants with thighs between 55 and 60 centimetres received a protective effect against heart disease, the study reports. But that protective effect reduced for people with thighs above 60 centimetres in circumference.

HAHA finally i have smt to be happy about my colozzal thighs woohoo~

so it's one week off from school, but everyone's studying like kerazy...... doesn't even feel like a holiday. -.-
i went to check out the dead sea scrolls exhibition at the arts house on saturday, pretty interesting. most of the stuff about the history of the first bibles were covered in my world history class in 9th grade back in america! so it was pretty darn cool cuz i was able to still remember snippets here and there. they were also selling some pages of the 1611 KJV bible that my parents got a few years back.

"a fewe small fischis" HAHA nick and i nearly knocked over one exhibit while laughing after reading this.

i like this quote by martin luther! the one on music is very apt too:
Beautiful music is the art of the prophets that can calm the agitations of the soul; it is one of the most magnificent presents God has given us.

so anyway today my dad brought me to his camp for a while in the morning, then we headed to the army open house. meet my dad:

i couldn't resist snapping some shots.. the first one is totally hilarious hahaha
the army open house was coool beans, they had live firing. i managed to hit 4/5 targets, not bad uh. the riflethingamajig was friggin heavy and i nearly went deaf firing because i didn't put my ear plugs in properly. -.- also tried the virtual firing with a machine gun... everything was so heavy! then i checked out some saf careers... my dad wants me to become some saf overseas scholar -.- as if that'll happen! zzz
it'd be awesome though, cuz they pay you to study. ^^
nick and asher went to fire blanks and explore further, but i headed home soon after cuz jenem and rachel were supposed to come over to visit buddy. but smt cropped up so they didn't; please come over soon! haha buddy's getting smellier everyday.. :P

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30 August 2009 @ 04:18 pm

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i think tattoos are gross & i would never get one, but they look good on andrea.

hardcore studying has started........... sobz

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21 August 2009 @ 05:50 pm

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happy birthday elliott!!! ^^

may you grow taller every year :) HAHA

highlights of the week:
1)govinder & balvinder 2gether 4eva HAHAHA
2)i CAN calculate moles! HALLELUJAH
3)i'm getting that awesome french connection shift dress (!!!) <3333

and happy 365 days to me and youuu :)

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accomplished

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16 August 2009 @ 03:35 pm

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this world is not my home, i'm just a passing through
my treaures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue
the angels beckon me from heaven's open door
and i can't feel at home in this world anymore.

i wish i could truly feel that way. putting aside all distractions in life; studies, a life of materialism,....
putting God first.
in america you feel so much closer to God. the church services, both morning and evening, the friends there, i miss it all.
that's why in life one can't have too many good things. you want more.

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i really don't like military men.
so strict, so rigid, so plan A plan B-ish if you know what i mean.
my dad's one of them.

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